Self is a paradoxical entity and there is no unity and continuity.
Just for a quick update, co-p has left the coy and it was a big relief for the three of us, even though she left us with loads of shit. She hasn’t been very cooperative during the handover, and we had some major arguments which soured our r/s after that. It was really a total let-down. Ben and I simply felt that all the effort we put on her was not worthy and I can’t believe that we actually spend the weekend thinking of how to retain her, to stay back and advice her, and in return, we got back such infuriating attitude.
I’m glad that this episode has ended. During her stay, I could see a huge discrepancy in her behavior. Sometimes, I see her as a person with low self-esteem, who always has depressive feelings, who is always trying to change people’s judgment of her, for e.g. buying gifts to people but other times, I see her as a mad lady who thinks that everyone in the universe owes her something and she became not very concerned to people, and also not very interested with our opinion on her. I guess she simply can’t manage herself well so she gets pretty unstable at times, thus affecting her work. I tried my best to empathize her, to befriend her, but if a leopard can’t change its spot, there’s really nothing much we can do, right?
Sometimes, I find it ironic to see people lacking the drive to live their life to the fullest, yet they portray happy while some seemed to try really hard to build a future of their own, yet the thing they lack of is just luck - just like poor Zanetta Joan and Jang Ja-yeon. Sigh. I guess the man who puts up the scandelous pictures of Zanetta Joan could have lost his love to a rivalry. If this is true, then his foolish act could have now led him to guilt, and too bad for him, he can never get the girl he loves anymore. Well, jerk deserves this.
When love kills.
"Jealousy poses a paradox. Jealousy, paradoxically flows from deep and abiding love, but can shatter the most harmonious relationships. The emotions of jealousy could turns homes that might be sanctuaries of love into hells of discord and hate."
btw..
anyone tried babyfoot before? My friend told me that it will remove dead skins effectively. When I checked out their website, it looked gross cus the skin actually came off naturally in huge patches. I cant imagine being a "shedding snake" for a few days. How am I going to walk/ wear my shoes? yikes. should I try? lol.
